I WANT TO GO TAIWAN IN APRILLLLL!!!!!!!!!!

but i hope i wont clash with service event. else. it sucks.

hate it. this is the 3rd year im going to be involved. and i hate it man!!!

the blog is full of my rant. WORK

Work sucks.

Work sucks.

Work sucks.

Work sucks.

Work sucks.

Especially when the sups pass u their job. Might as well i get their pay right?

In the past, it was 1 sup work, and she left for another section. Now, 2 div 1 is doing the previous sup job. and they cant cope even there is 2 headcount and they still need my help. For the previous sup, she didnt even give me what is given now. feel newbie who came in are not capable at all.

And im DAMN Pissed. Work is getting more. Instead of reducing my scope, more is coming. i wonder how long will i last there. after pb i guess. wanna see my worth. my performance and how much i will fair. if i get a C. definately, without any 2nd thoughts, i will leave. for sure. whats the point i slog like crazy and getting a C. im sure im worth more than it.

Thought of alternative plan. but needs capital. but i dun think im ready for it. But as times flies, it will be obvious. i know i wont be working here for long. If not i'll jus waste my degree. its not easy to work n study. some pple cant even cope. and based on the job scope i have, i am still capable to take in more. But the pay and the environment dont deserve what im slogging man.

im dragging my feet each day to work. if the sups still gives me whatever shit that i need to cover their butt. they shld give me their pay, and not trying to treat me like a small girl. Though im the youngest, i believe i can do more and better. if not.. i will just act like those slacker and not do things slowly.

God.. please let me know what is the right path for me. i have a dream, which You know. But when is the time to fufill it? i dun want to stay at my current place becos of the work they have given to me. its a test of my patience, my limit, my capacity, my say at work. i jus kept mute when they assign me more. i did share with my colleagues. but i know i still have the capacity to fill more. but i dun see the path and the meaning of taking in all this task. Please guide me. i need Your guidance. Im feeling so dishearted... when can i achieve wad i wanted?

My work again

Had a meeting before team building event today.

They didn't really let me see my jobscope till later evening. Saw my other colleagues scope. Total of 3 person going over other than myself. Felt really sad during the event while they were sharing. DD reared while trying to speak. Followed by Karine when she wanted to speech abt how thankful she was to the 3 of them. Suddenly I jus started to tear. Reason being how I will miss them at work though they were just at the opp office. But I've been with them for almost 2 years, it's really sad to part with such a good team of pple. I feel so down...

Then in the evening, I saw my scope, got a rude shock of how much the scope is. It's all the scope of 4 person just that in the past, we're supporting 2 dept, nw it's me alone doing 1 dept admin duties, though there will be a contract staff, how long can the person last? The only way I can think of it's that the person is to reduce my load n I have to guide the person. Felt so demoralize after seeing the scope. Every section is pushing away the admin duties jus becos Im doing admin stuff.

So, I shall see how long I can last, maybe spr after all the promotion n pb, then I'll say goodbye to this position and move on to somewhere.

Till then..

New CAR!

mr koo really made up his mind this time round. Placed the deposit last sunday and waited for the loan to be approved. finally, it was settled today. So we're expecting the new car to come before christmas.

This should be the color of the new car.. Cant find the exact one. Its dark blue in color.



Hopefully i will be fetched everyday to work la.. but ERP and Petrol counts. Got to watch out for my expenditure.

Shall post up the new car when it comes!

Back to housing, my parents already have plans if mike n i get the new place. Saw the queue no., ready not sure if i can the new flat. Have to pray hard for it..

And i wonder...

The no. of flats available for 3/4 room is 170(with 1335 applicants) and the 5room is 49 (with 351 applicants) . Total no. of flats is 219. And my queue no. is 194.

So do we still stand a chance???? It will definately be good to have it in AMK. if not, we have to consider resale. BUT, where to find the money!!!

At this age, why am i troubling all this when pple just graduated and starting their job hunt?

Im getting old...

iphone

Got my iphone last week. its good man.. apps more apps and more more apps!!!

sad news. didnt manage to get the flat at amk. 49 units. and i got 194. wad is my chances man. and i got 4 chance. pui! its fake lor.. when will there be a flat in amk man. this is sad...

mike almost got a car last week.. so he's pending for banks approval. see how then... hope he has the full loan.

if the time is right, the car will be his.. God has a plan for him. And i believe the time will come. And He knows what is right for him.

This applies to the house we applied, maybe there is something better coming our way. if its for us, it will be.. shall wait and see how it goes. No matter what, there bound to have a right time for us. So for now, its debt clearing time.

And for the bonus this year, its sad man.. 0.25 only.. so sad..

Shall wait for my PB in march.

Work is terrible!!! It seems like im helping duno how many boss to do work. DESIGN task somemore. how to say no to my ex boss?? its freaking tough when they say they want u to do the job. how???

its good for my appraisal. but i've already submitted. so whats the point?

its almost end of the year and im still slogging like nobodies business. its freaking tired man. and i really need a break. i want to go overseas again but the $$$ doesnt permits me..

i wonder what bday present will i recieve too...

its really a horrendous year.

how i wish i could go bkk......

how i wish i could slim down.....

how i wish my work is not piling up each day....

how i wish i could shake leg everyday and money entering my pocket....

how i wish i could work at home....

how i wish pple are not chasing me for their stuff...

how i wish i dun have to work for so many div 1 pple...

how i wish i could take up that mmd position....

how i wish i could win the lucky draw tmr....

how i wish i could take a break after the many mths of slogging...

how i wish it was december....

how i wish.....

work!!

its about work again!!! its never ending.

Damn the person who post that pcs of crap in the forum and created such an arrowshoot in the intranet.

Causing me to redo the poster for publicity. Urgh. my whole afternoon was gone like that. So if you happen to go to CPFB @ Robinson Rd, take the lift. You will be able to see a poster for Service Excellence Award. Its done by me. Tiring job man!

And i still have a whole list of to do list man! Due TMR!! KILL ME.

Well, i hope the effort i've put in will pay well tmr when the bosses does the ranking. I must pray!!!!!!!