Im confused. Or i rather find that things have started to change after a few years. more and more arguements, disagreement. Or maybe insensitivity. Its not settled like within a few hours but a few days to cool. maybe they have different thinking. or maybe as years goes by, the mindset changes.

im in a rather foul mood these days. maybe not foul, but saddness, disappointment. or rather i have think too much. i duno. maybe things would turn out right if i keep following orders or wadsoever. but what have i become? i have no idea what is going on. I just feel the saddness in my heart, that tears can just flow down my cheeks anytime. i just feel so sad right now. those words he said, maybe just words. but its like a thorn, a arrow or a knife that poke thru my heart.

Which uni should i choose?

SIM or APMI

Which degree should i take?

SIM - Business IT ( I like the course, but i didnt like the module. Its has those accounting stuff, BI, systems analysis and those subject i din do well in TP)

SIM or APMI -Business Management ( Kinda interested but duno which is better)

APMI - Business Info Management (Interested, but what are the prospects and is it good not)

IN FACT. It is to go or not to go.

Is APMI good? or SIM good?

i dont know..

IM GOING TO KL!!!

Cant wait man.. Been waiting for quite sometime to go overseas since poly times. Since last year.. i had the intention to go. But due to the issue of $$ and the permission of parents, it came to nowhere. But this time round, im surprise that my parents allowed me to go.

And on the 31 May- Vesak Day, im finally going!! Toghether with mike, enqi and her bf, alvin.

FINALLY!!!

But its my own expense trip. Have to spend wisely. Orelse i would have difficulty surviving the whole month. Hope my parents will sponsor me with ringitt. And also.. the hotel im staying have bath tub!!! Its been almost 5 years or duno how many donkeys years i've not used a bath tub. Had one at home last time. But its really waste of water for bath tub at home. But this time its hotel! its different!!! HAHA.

few more days to the trip! im looking forward to it!!

Finally i manage to load the pics to my comp.

Recently. i fancy about sewing. I sew a rabbit for mike for valentine's day.

SEWING MACHINES!!!

Seeing the mini one would mean that it is easy to use. Infact. BIG ones is the best. threading it is difficult. Bought one at yahoo auction. Then to realise, there is something missing and i cant use it. WASTED my $22. Wondering if i can refund it or he pay me some money back, or i sell it away. HAHA. But how? And also to realise. My mum bought a one last time, should have asked her. but then it runs on battery. Not very wise though cos she say she got cheated as the person didnt tell her that the ac adapter was not included, which was in the year 2002.

AND

I made a tissue pouch by sewing it myself. And the results was not very good. But... with the sewing machine which i manage to figure out the slots and blah. I made a tissue pouch which i was satisfied. But kinda out of shape.

Am plannning to sew more using the sewing machine.

I WANT SHOPPING!!

I WANT TO GO OVERSEAS!!

I WANT MONEY!!

I WANT TO SET UP MY OWN ESTORE!!

Life is never too bored in the office. Taking my own sweet time to do web design and building up my port folio. But i do not know whether is my design capable of comparing outside world. I wanna learn programming. But it seems damn tough.

I got my own workstation, i can even put my leg on the cpu, while typing this. I can switch on music and eat sweets and the meantime. But i wonder if im in other offices/company, can life be like that?

Money is a chore. Even when u are living life happily and loved, you still need money. Without money, nothing can be done. How to save money when we still need to eat and buy things? Its never ending headache.

There are so many wants in life. How to fufill all? Strike TOTO, 4D?

ANYWAY.

I went to mike's new cousin house yesterday. He is getting married during june. and they had already shifted to their new flat in yishun. Had dinner with his cousin's family n his bro.

While chatting away happily, we come to know that the whole renovation excluding appliances and some expenditure, would cost almost 40K. This is so expensive. The design was clean and simple though. But the house is spacious. I wonder when will i have my own home. And i want it to be located at amk. How to save so much to spend on all this? When we have to slog our life to pay these debts.

And this shifts the topic back to $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Without money. Its hard living in singapore!!!!

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Finally i manage to load the pics to my comp.

Recently. i fancy about sewing. I sew a rabbit for mike for valentine's day.

SEWING MACHINES!!!

Seeing the mini one would mean that it is easy to use. Infact. BIG ones is the best. threading it is difficult. Bought one at yahoo auction. Then to realise, there is something missing and i cant use it. WASTED my $22. Wondering if i can refund it or he pay me some money back, or i sell it away. HAHA. But how? And also to realise. My mum bought a one last time, should have asked her. but then it runs on battery. Not very wise though cos she say she got cheated as the person didnt tell her that the ac adapter was not included, which was in the year 2002.

AND

I made a tissue pouch by sewing it myself. And the results was not very good. But... with the sewing machine which i manage to figure out the slots and blah. I made a tissue pouch which i was satisfied. But kinda out of shape.
Am plannning to sew more using the sewing machine.

Pics coming up soon....!