Its been quite a long while since i talked to people working in pizza hut.. chatted with yuxuan just now.. I was thinking of getting contact lenses.. cos shes working there.. and a 3 mth supply is less than 50 bucks. so why not try it loh..

birthdays are gonna be boring this year man. gotta plan my expenditure once again. fing shit. loans and so many things to pay. kl trip is a goneer. so i will focus on saving la. sadded. kl so many robbers n killers these days. horrible. so must see how much can i save first before travelling again liao.

$$$ can make u happy, make u sad or even ruin everything.

promises, mutual agreement in handwritten or verbal count for whatever reason..
its not abt the seriousness or depeserate usage, its abt the agreement and trust or even reliability beforehand. a friend in need is a friend indeedly ( times have changed. WAKE UP).

anyway. i cant wait for lecturers to end this sunday. econs is such a stupid subject.

and i will be free. the undergoing project in office is shit man. gotta redo it. infact the web design was not done by me loh. now im in charge of the info. which im quite happy. the design are quite trouble. still need to pass here n there. gathering of info is always easier than designing man.

feel so lousy today. life is indeed boring. sg is also boring. im also boring. and what else is boring?

B is for boring.


S is for sian.


Although im happy that december is coming. but i still feel sad. i know its kind of contradicting. but i feeling that way. birthdays are getting so boring each year. lesser and lesser celebration, lesser fun. the older you grow, the lesser friend you have. who are the really true or close friends beside? what is the limit or the extent you will do for a friend? even the simplest thing? i dun think i have any of them. sounds sad la. but its reality. its like mike is my friend, my classmate, my groupmate, my bf, my buddy and etc. everything is him him him him him. so what can i say? im happy with it. i rather depend on someone i trust and he is trustworthy. rather than pple who cannot keep their word or present their true self to people. so f up sometimes.

and im sick of tired of this job. duno where im heading also.

and thinking of booking chalet or something. but the chalets are fully book. singaporeans have really no place to go man. sentosa has new stuff. but 1 day only. sian. the trip to kl? pending again. so sick and tired. i just want to get out thats all. doing things silly? i dun think so. what for ruin my own life. lie? not a solution. honesty is trust and blah blah blah. so psycho someone today.

hotels are expensive. the shops are sian. all the clothes look ugly this days. is there nice normal tees available these days? food is the only best thing i would spend money on. or stuff related to filtshop, cos its my interest. so im happy with it.

life is so boring. study is boring too. the econs lect was boring yesterday. mike wont be there on fri again. but then its quite an important lesson. dunoo la. the understanding is there. but the lectuer is kinda boring at times. and she can talk so long before give us a break.

i cant wait for sunday to come. cos lectures will be over by then.

Heroes Season 2 next week last episode liao... Finale somemore.. Dont think there will be a season 3 liao.. Sadded. but the last episode will be nice la.. cos they will battle it out. then all show the secret power...

today is only wednesday... 2 more days to fri. 5 more days to end of lecture. so sian man..

Finally.. after 1 tough week and 1 tough night, i finished the pre assignment for hrm and econs. hrm tortured me till 4 5 am last sat. and econs torutured me till abt 1.30am last night. i finished the essay last first and help mike with it. till 1.30am. and i contd this morning. took the whole morning to edit mike's one and complete both our references.

its worst than poly. quoting all the references and stuff. and this is only 10% of the whole module. and im slogging like crazy. if its main assignment.. i think i'll die if i do last min work.

have to start planning how to do the assignment liao. and mike's gonna plan his too due to his lack of time. and now.. most things are cleared other than the 28 dec of hrm main assignment due date.

thus, im looking forward to decemeber liao. although there is lecturers from today till sun. nonetheless. pay day is coming on friday!! and i receive the cheque of tat 300 refferal and bank it in. gotta use it to pay my fees and the trip to KL cos the kelong trip is impossible as my dad need to rent a van, and my bro got sch and not much reponses for that week. my bro's holi only starts on 17 and im planning to go on the 13!!!

so high hope la. hope there will be vacancy when i book on sat if theres a chance.

so.. december.. pls come quick!!

Enchanted is worth watching loh.

even mike enjoys it. laughing and laughing throughout the show. and the chipmunk so cute.may consider to get the soundtrack too!

if the pirated man is coming tml. i will be getting that dvd.

and the next show i wanna watch is alien vs predator 2, i am legend, AND Mr. Magorium’s Wonder Emporium and the ten comandment too.. coming out in december..

so many shows coming up. duno whether will the pirated man coming. cos he hasnt come for 2 weeks. maybe he is caught?

cos i wanna change the disc. the previous want i bought is not clear!!

if i have the chance, i dun mind watching enchanted again.

Haha..

December is coming soon....!!!

Baby break dance

Baby break dance

freaking cute video..

I feel so down this morning.

its only a monday. and yet i feel it straight after my breakfast this morning.

whether its my fault or my mum is really too sensitive at times.

or i can say talk without thinking. it really feel bad to tear in the morning. which ruin the rest of my day. such a bad start for a new week.

i feel damn sucky now. feel damn f up. and after a whole week of lecturers and classes yesterday. my mood is feeling damn foul.

i slept only at 4 plus 5 am rushing the assignment on sat. and sat i got a whole day of class from 9 -6 actually. but finish around 4.30pm. i would have fainted there if the lesson finish at 6pm. the hrm lecturer was good. but mrp was bad. im glad that fred didnt teach us hrm. or else i will die.

urgh. i got no mood in doing anything man. just feeling like slapping myself or take something hard to knock my own head. feeling so pissed, i irritated and moodless and %$&$^*$^&$^&!@

i dun want to be back home so early to face the stuff at home. feel so tired. damn shit. im asking mike to company me to watch enchanted later. and i will pay for the ticket. cos i dun want to reach home early and face the music again. its so neccessary and childish sometimes. i cant stand it man. so what if im stubborn. im not selfish or what thinking abt myself. but some facts are facts. and u cant force someone to do it. its so last min or what so ever.

needless to say. im in damn moodless or disappointed day today.

很闷很闷很闷！！！

今天是星期五了!

原本会很高兴，可是星期天要上课。 真的好闷啊！

But the sian thing is. mike wont be attending lecture later. haiz.....
got a stupid site to look upon. lousy shitty company.

lecture is fun. but after home is torturing. feel like doing the assignment. but my eyes is telling me to close it. and i need to go there a little early to collect the mrp stuff for sunday lect. its 9am to 6pm. freaking torturing.

im escaping office at 4.30 later! rush home. bathe. then to somerset. then to centerpoint. book seats in class first! collect materials. if i have the time, i will shop a little at the accessories store.. then meet enqi or something. then lecture start. help mike to take notes down, breaktime, lecture, toilet break, lecture. then home.

if time allows, i wanna watch enchanted leh. but i dun think i got the eye power liao.

as time flies, i getting older, weaker and fatter too.. sadded.

i am so unfree this week. and this applies to the coming soon week too.

lectures was not bad. the lecturer was funny and quoted good examples.

just that sometimes i can be so tired. when mike is sitting beside me. i tend to disturb him by drawing rubbish on his hands. but if he sits infront of me. i wont feel distracted. and my concentration level so high. but if he sits beside me. the concentration level.. depends on how i want to disturb him.

the new stuff are up. i duno how will the response. i just pray that there will really be breakthroughs and people will start to frequent in filt.

really i pray that everything will go well..

I WANT TO WATCH THIS MOVIE!!!!

There were these 4 guys, a Russian, a German, an American and a French, whofound this small genie bottle. When they rubbed the bottle, a genie appeared.

Thankful that the 4 guys had released him out of the bottle, he said, "Next to you all are 4 swimming pools, I will give each of you a wish. When you run towards the pool and jump, you shout what you want the pool of water to become, then your wish will come true."

The French wanted to start. He ran towards the pool, jumped and shouted, "WINE". The pool immediately changed into a pool of wine. The Frenchman was so happy swimming and drinking from the pool.

Next is the Russian's turn, he did the same and shouted, "VODKA" and immersed himself into a pool of vodka. The German was next and he jumped and shouted, "BEER". He was so contented with his beer pool.

GUESS WHAT

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The last is the American. He was running towards the pool when suddenly he steps on a banana peel. He slipped towards the pool and shouted,"SHIT!!!!!!!-.........-"

Moral of the story:"THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU SAY SOMETHING, BECAUSE SOMETIMES ACCIDENTS DO HAPPEN"

YEAH!!

Firstly, Mike's leave is approved!

today was one the leave he took. took half day to help him with assignment. in the end, we watch vcd and took naps.

and the other leavesss he took was 10 dec to 14 dec!!! so i just need to psycho my dad to let him go more, cos he say im mad. go KL again. but see first loh. if really kelong then go kelong loh.

anyway..

some items for the spree came finally. the old navy stuff. the hoodie seems abit big. either im too fat or becos the cutting was weird. but the spag looks fine.

and the mask my mum asked me to buy came too. 20pcs. $1 each. cheapp la.... worth the money.

so..

have to wait for the rest of it loh. so im still happy la. mike leave is approved. so.. shall wait for payday liao..!!!

AND ALSO. Finally.

NEW STUFF FOR FILTSHOP!!!

was surfing the net when i came across the few real names of celebrities.

the 1. was funny.

10. Woody Allen
Real Name: Allen Stewart Konigsberg

9. Meg Ryan
Real Name: Margaret Mary Emily Anne Hyra

8. Tom Cruise
Real Name: Thomas Cruise Mapother IV

7. Michael Caine
Real Name: Maurice Joseph Micklewhite

6. Ben Kingsley
Real Name: Krishna Banji

5. George Michael
Real Name: Georgios Kyriacos Panayiotou

4. Jennifer Aniston
Real Name: Jennifer Linn Anastassakis

3. Jenna Elfman
Real Name: Jennifer Mary Butala

2. Kirk Douglas
Real Name: Issur Danielovitch Demsky

The number one spot belongs to Senegalese-American hip-hop and R&B singer Akon, and rightly so. Let’s say his real name, all together now:

Aliaune Damala Bouga Time Puru Nacka Lu Lu Lu Badara Akon Thiam

Now we know the story behind the lone stage name.

I want this!!

But i cannot buy. cos i need to stop myself from spree-ing.

This shirt is from forever 21. USD 11.80. plus shipping etc is S$20.91

expensive leh.... but the shirt cute leh!!!

URGH!!!

OMG.

This is freaking funny.

CLICK HERE.

p.s. not meant for men. for ladies. can laugh till 'peng'

old navy stuff and my diy stuff are arriving either tml or saturday!!!

FINALLY.

i m so bored. bored because i got nothing to do. i got stuff to do. but i cant do it in office. except for the pre assignment. is getting very very boring. lectures is starting next week. blink on an eye. so freaking fast. after the 2 weeks of lectures. its Decemeber!!!!

Hope mike's leave is confirm today.. or tml.. or asap lah..

lectures = exam tips.

so i dun have to read up so much on the tbk. but econs need to read leh. cos all the formulas and stuff are there. look at the past examination papers. seems similar to what i learn in TP during Year 1. but i threw mostly back to TP. cos i duno how to apply those rules and formulas liao.

i think my post is so boring suddenly. posting for the sake of posting man. someone please help me.

Something happened on the bus 88 while i was on the way to work.

there is 2 man. one rounded uncle and one thin ah pek. both of them were sitting side by side. and i think there is something wrong with the ah pek. weirdo, like those who will 自言自语 kind. and 'boh gay' also. haha.

the rounded uncle had an umbrella. but duno somehow the umbrella ended up in the hands of the ah pek. so the uncle wanted it back. so both of them was saying ' wa eh' for duno how many times. and the ah pek was blabbering. but duno what he is talking about. cos he boh gay wad.

feel like laughing. but i cant. i alighted, so i duno what the outcome was.

it seems that those spree i participated in..

the organizer are either attitude, or slow in updates..

cant wait for the items to arrive. especially the diy and the clothes.

halt to sprees this mth. next mth too. cos KL trip will definitely cost me a bomb.

WHICH HOTEL IS BETTER?

im planning for a 3 day 2 night trip.

1. Capitol hotel $168.50
2. Royal Bintang $188.50 ( think im gonna opt for this)
3. Berjaya Times Square (include themepark tickets leh!) $201

Was thinking of royal bintang. cos when i checkout, the coach will be just outside. easily accessible and familiar. cos federal was just beside.

federal sucks.

i wont go there become of the roaches.

berjaya times square seems nice also. cos the mall is just below lor. but i dun think it was be as easy accessible as royal bintang.

capitol is in the middle of shopping centers, JH recommended it. but i duno good anot leh. haha.

so which one??

actually.

i miss going out. going places like orchard, where i can walk down the streets holding mike's hand.

shopping is fun. though waste of money. but nowadays, the streets at orchard have become so boring. bugis too. walk till sian. sian till i know what shop there is. though bugis junction is undergoing changes. i think the only things that amuse me at bugis is the resturant and the arcade where i can see mike catching softtoys for me. thats all lor. so boring.

but recently the soft toy all so ugly. no cute and nice one. and now, even when i wanna go out, must think first. if not. i will just got out for the sake of going out. but aiyo. i want to go out also difficult these days. mike is busy. and i go straight home after work. weekends, other than service. i stay at home the whole day. or play mj with mike's cousin and my relative.

btw. my mj skills have improved la. haha.

i still remember on saturday. mike needed to attend wedding dinner, but i not invited la. cos i duno the person and i no need to give ang bao. so mike play with my relative till the v last. he lose abt 20- 30 bucks?? so i took over la. cos he need to leave. by the time it was last few rounds liao. in fact im sitting at the 北, which is the last la. and i won 2 or 3 time in a row. cos after me. its game over and mike will lose money la.

so in the end. i 自摸 the mj which was 'ping hu' lor. and clear mike's debt. and another round my uncle threw the tile and i won again. so i covered mike's loss. in the end . i won $1. haha. but it was fun la. last round and i 'tiao'. too bad my dad took over my mum seat at the v. last. i almost won. but too bad. my uncle held the tile i wanted. if not. i win 5 tai leh!!!

so i still want to play again. but not often. v tiring one leh.

the pirated chinamen coming soon. going to change the dvd i bought last week. so blur and dark. cannot see anything. going to change it to beowulf if he have. and maybe get enchanted the movie..

any new movie to recommend???

i need to complete my pre-assignment man.

hrm lecture is on the 20. there is a change of lecturer, cos the current one i suppose is suffering cancer and undergoing chemotherapy. get well soon, mr fred, though i never see you before yet.

econs lecture is the week after hrm lecture. did the research, but haven analyze and do the assignment. been dragging and lazing too much liao.

got to do it later after my lunch. cos i dun have the mood for anything now. so sian.

mike is applying for 5.5 day leave. now its pending for approval. hope by this friday it will be approved. then we shall book our trip.

dad was suggesting to go kelong, cos there is a public holiday on the 20 dec. which is thurs. sian. why isnt it a friday???? but i wont be going la. mike cant make it too.. cos there is something on the schedule on that day. if were to go kl n kelong, we will be broke.

and im starting to learn knitting. sounds fun. but then it almost numb my fingers. if i got the skill im gonna knit a cardigan for myself!!!

and also. i being to see something happening in filtshop!!! i believe there will be a breakthrough. and somehow. i sense its coming!!!

TOTES and BAGS are launching soon!!

WATCH OUT

was window shopping-ing at LJ when i came across this owner

im amazed by the amount of makeup she gets and the amount she spends.

freaking rich. she may participate in the guiness book of records for the amount of make up she has.

HAHA.

I CANT WAIT FOR DECEMEBER TO COME.

NOV is passing so slowly. today its only the 12.

2 more weeks to decemeber.

i cant wait for mike's leave to be approve.

i cant wait for my time to do my stuff. ive been lazing too much recently. taking sch assignment as an excuse to escape.

bought more cloths yesterday which amounted to alot.

mum came up with a few bag designs. looks cute man. waiting to put the pics up and start selling it.

my room is like a warehouse these days. freaking messy. and my bro is complaning n complaining.

i cant wait la... thats all. cos im so bored in the office..!

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Happy. Happy. Happy.

Mike told his pe abt talking leave. better still 12-15 dec. cos he will will working on sat so. half day. he got to clear his leave. so faster approve then i will be happy like crazy.

i am planning whether to take 3 days off. but that would mean 180 bucks gone due to unpaid leave. if that is the case. should i go somewhere further? but that will be more costly. am thinking whether to go genting + KL since mike hasnt been to genting before. sounds dumb. but am considering that.

so there is hope!!! so faster approve leh. so i can plan..

spreeed for a few items for the past few mths..

spree for something which the buyer till now like mia, didnt receive any confirmation from her for a few days liao. cos it wasnt a small amt, so quite worrying la.. email also nv reply. scary.

bought clothes online finally. but it has yet to arrive.. so long. 2 from old navy, 2 from vintage vantage, and a dress from a taiwan spreee..

and lastly some handicraft stuff too.

enough for the mth. but i must slowly resist the temptation. if its cheap then consider. if its more than 20. then no say.

mike still cannot confirm his leave. sian. how i wish he can faster take from 13 to 15 dec and we could getaway. cos the longer he drags, there will be high chances that no vacancy will be available cos its school holiday ma. if like that it will be a sadded birthday man. really hope to go somewhere though. my aunt is going to taiwn lor cos i overheard her conversation. 12 dec to depart. my bday lor. how nice will it be if i was the one going. haha.

so. mike. please dun be so busy busy busy. and take the stupid leave asap. cos the trip dun wait for pple but we waiting one lor. talk to him also no use. dun listen. so stubborn. end of the year take leave is different to the advance leave pple take normally. blockhead.

I will be CMI if i still dun slim down. my figure is torturing me.

OMG.

When people are happily planning for their 21st birthday in Jan - Feb 2008, im still planning for my 20th birthday in Dec 2007.

Its like sadded lor. born in the same year. but yet so huge difference.

feel so awkward man.

Bought this from a spree just now. Cost abt 14.03




Looks quite nice. so i bought it.
bought a few pcs recently. and some with aichia.
so for the time being. i dun need to get much clothes these days!
i dun wanna spree these day, have enough.
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there maybe high possibility again for the getaway. if mike can take leave on 13-15 since he ask his PE abt it.. and there maybe chances!!!

hope its possible!! meanwhile the economic assignment seems tough. got to start doing it liao.

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i keep burping these days. quite gross. and i duno why. think mike pass it to me. cos for the past few days. i had his bad habits. gross.

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cg is later. and may not be able to make it later. so have to go back home and wait for him while doing my stuff. too tired to do things yesterday.

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kept hugging mike yesterday cos i haven been hugging for like 2 days?? hahaha. love hugging him. shall hug him more tonight, tml and sun. cos he is so busy till we hardly meet.

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so bored.

I DONT CARE!!!

I WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE TO SHOP AND RELAX!!!

ahhh..

talk to enqi abt the batam trip whic i was planning to go with mike. but he is way too busy for the past few weeks or even mths. nov and dec too... so sad.. he have so much work loaded on him.

Dont even know whether he is able to take leave on dec. hope he is taking leave on 12 dec. cos i wantt to take. to enjoy or pamper myself?

so i guess the coming 13-15dec getaway trip shld be impossible once again. busy schedule, exams, assignment blah blah...

got to check the january schedule. wait till 13 mth bonus??? its NOVEMBER! darn fast. mike bday past just like that. and next mth its mine. so fast loh. soon or maybe without noticing, tml will be dec. haha.

so i shall start planning for jan!!! to bangkok. so shall start to save money for the trip.

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had bs today. while discussing abt some stuff, really felt that some were really wad i was facing now. i have a gift, but i duno how to display and make use to the fullest potential. accountability, its important, but at some point of time? maybe its personal or something?

i used to be going out everyday, since starting filt, i wanted be back home after work everyday, doing my stuff, or meeting mike for dinner, as he is working so hardly these days. heartache.

i dun feel lonely nor anything. just felt that i wanted to spend more time with my family. i think this applies to mike too. i feel bad at times, cos he is spending at least or abt 3 days per week at my place?

Is God trying to tell me something? Is there something he really want me to realise?

so confusing. im tired. feel like sleeping the whole day without having to go work. i need rest. so does mike.

God, give mike and i the strength we need to overcome the obstacles.

and i need understanding from the people around me too!!!