Has anyone ever thought that there is relationship and communication between fishes? other than the cartoon version Finding Nemo. But in real life? Other than whales or dolphins. Have anyone occur the r/s of goldfish?

its like something really amazing seeing goldfish supporting one another. though it was not 'human nature' it was the fish nature.

i've got a pond in my living room. with 9 gold fishes.

and

2 of it were of the same species. rounded version. like a ball when it grows fatter.

1 was bigger size than the other. which mean 1 big 1 small la..

so on friday, my dad backside itchy, he went to clean the small pond. he took out the pebbles and wanted to wash it. so he transferred the fish into the bucket.

so the small rounded fish got a shock somehow when it was transferred and it went all pale.

so when my dad put it back to the pond after washing, the small one was like CMI, and the big one was always beside the smaller one, pushing the smaller one. since there was lamp in the water, and there's a gap there, the big one chuck the small one under the hole. it was like encouraging the smaller one to live.

it lasted more than an hour. it was really touching to see a goldfish acting like that. and i have never thought that fishes would do such action to this extend.

pushing n encouraging. i should have taken a video of it. but it was too heartwarming at that point of time till i forget abt it.

so after 2 3 hours, i had to leave home. and the saddest thing was the small one has died. it was already floating. the heartbreaking thing was the bigger one was still pushing the smaller one. somehow asking it to wake up. it was so sad. and i called my dad, and i had to scoop it out and place it in a bag. sounded so bad amd the big one was still pushing it. but i dun have a choice la..

so.. i was quite heartbroken even though its a fish. but its been more than 1 year since the fishes were here. and the 2 rounded goldfish was the cutest of all. but 1 of it has left.

till today, i still felt sad for the bigger goldfish, though its just a fish, it cant be compare to a human for what it has done.

hope my bigger fish will stay strong and not demoralize by the smaller death.

shld have taken the video, and i guess it will be the most touching scene ever in pet history...

i feel so sad for the loss of my goldfish...

not only i feel sad. my mum was sad too.. and my dad especially..

goodbye 'bola' (thats why my parents call it), you'll always be remembered.

after a few weeks of work, it kinda spur my interest this time round.

rather than the usual boring routine admin job, finally. im able to touch on html and webpage and editing. though its the simple kind, but it give me opportunities for the future la... in the board especially. somehow, SAD and AM somehow gave me opportunities to show my "talents". kinda surprise actually regarding a item which they are proposing. if it suceed, im able to show my "resources" and "skills" in 'art'. though im not that artistic, i still can design somehow.

so kinda happy with it la... but still early la... i haven even work there for 1 mth. seems very long when i started work, but its not. so.. still way toooo early to say.

its thurs tml.. time really flies when im working there. the colleagues are nice there. even the cso too.. so.. kinda like the environment. or maybe they should modernise the place la.. kinda lao tu and si ban ban. its true somehow. so. cannot be influence by it. if not. i will be part of them. so.. better not.

exams is next week. and once again, i haven start studying. got to start tml. cos exams is on next sat.

so... im still excited abt planning a trip to taiwan or bkk at the end of the year.

had meeting from 4 + to 6.3o today. i end work at 6. but the meeting was long. but it was interesting anyway. colleagues talk abt their tours. one of them went taiwan at the begining of last year i think. it was interesting lor.. got to ask her more abt it when the trip is finalized maybe later this year. but im sure i will go somewhere. so its confirmed somehow taiwan or bkk.

so.. end of the year faster come so i can claim and go for free...

its late again... sleeping time. mike is already sleeping like a log... Zzzzz

fyi, SAD means Senior Assistant Director. and AM means Asst Manager.

SAD really sound sad lor.

imagine im emailing her.

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Dear SAD mary,

xxxx
xxxxxx
xxxxxxxx

regards,
emily
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sounds really sad right?

haha....

Im a night cat these days.

Stay up so late for nthn.

Finally MC assignment was completed. took me 1.5 days to complete the whole case study which required 2.5k to 3k words. And also a learning journal.

almost killed me. sunday. mj sessions again. my grandparents came and my godpa came as well. so had to play somehow. and i didnt have time to complete. so had to take a day to complete it. and i slept at 3.30am yesterday.

and i only manage to finish the entire thing at 8plus and rush to orchard to submit it. really torturous.

glad that exam is on 3 may. 2 weeks to study. hope i'll make full use of it. i so dead tired. but i dun feel like sleeping.

tml is work again. wonder wad i'll be doing tml. admin job. cannot expect much. and i hope i wont be pile up by work also.

i need to slim down n spend less money!!! gst offset money is coming. and 3 more weeks to pay day. ahhhh... so long and draggy.

hope time pass faster tml!!!

im going to bed. getting sleepy already.......

im not 21 yet i gotten my GST offset package...!!!!!!!! $500 bucks!!

SO.. my dream of going overseas is even higher!!!!!!

so freaking happy!!!!

this time. other than bangkok, taiwan may be a choice too. Though december is cold. its nice la. and i can claim 400 bucks!! so i just have to spend money on shopping!!!

this year is a money saving year as well as money rolling in year! cant wait for end of the year to come.

since i cant make it for june bangkok trip which is kinda sad, but compensate in dec lor..

so.. im gonna plan liao!! so can book in next tour fare?? so kan chiong. but excited leh!

cant wait man. so if i set aside the $500 bucks plus the claim i will be getting. i have $900 bucks to spend man!!! hahahaha... enough to go somewhere far far from singapore and topping abit more.

hahhahaahaa.. though work has nthn much these few days. i believe its coming to me soon. and i know it sound crazy to keep asking colleagues whether they have anything for me to do. so nuts right? and i know i wont have much thing to do tml. cos. really nthn to do.

so.. life is kinda great this few days. but assignment deadline is coming soonnnn.. ahhhhhhhhh....

Been almost a week plus minus since i blogged.

started my new job. more on admin side... didnt do any web stuff la.. i hope soon ba. but what i heard from eunice is like sian one lor. but anything la. slowly i guess. its only 2 weeks. so? one step at a time.

1st day of work kinda shock me i guess. dispatch again was my first thought. but ok la. lucky the job was not mine. so i pray that he will not get transferred out and i no need to cover all this running up and down job.

but my colleague aka buddy was good. showed me around and everything la.. so.. till today, im kinda slacking there la. time pass so fast and i didnt even realise its thursday tml.

have to tell myself to do website tml. i've been dragging way too long and i need a desktop!!! desktop to run photoshop and etc. my lap top is dying soon i guess. 4 years old liao. or in fact 5? i duno la.

haiz. was intending to go bangkok in june with mike's mum n bro. but my parents disallow la. reason being i just started work. and its june lor thought under probation, 2 days of leave also cannot. so? bo bian. she said i can go in dec. but also ex right? since mike's mum is a teacher she can only go in dec. so bo bian lor. but its confirm we will go somewhere at the end of the year. its her bday n my 21st bday. so? something to celebrate la... other than bangkok where else? taiwan is a bit ex and hong kong too. but then dec, it will be cold. so kinda not worth la. cos mike's mum wanna go bangkok. and i can shop there toooo..!!!! no class in dec and nthn clash. hope there wont be any meeting or wadsoever during that period la. cos my dept is always having meeting.

and the BEST thing is.

if i go bangkok in dec, i can claim $400!!!! so, free trip!! meanwhile, i shall start saving money!!!! WHAHAHAA.. cant wait for end of the year thought its april now la.....

and also. if i dun take mc for 3 mths. for example, jan to march, april to june, jul to sep, oct to dec, i can take a total of 4 x $20 bucks worth of ntuc vouchers. though it sounds lame, 20bucks can get someting from ntuc la.

and theres a fruit week also. so every staff got a grapefruit today. it was big n round la. duno sweet not la. but smells good. but i dun like. i gave it to my dad.

anway singpost service really sucks. if u have any cosmetic or whatever from spree of more than 20 plus, opt for registered mail. cos they really kns! and i wrote a complain letter to singpost just now.

here goes:

I would like to express my disappointment in Singpost service.
For the past 2 weeks, i have recieve a A4 envelope torn and tattered with my item attached. And it was not delivered into my mail box but handed over to my doorstep by someone unknown and not a postman/women. i suppose that the person was honest, orelse my item would not land in my hands.

and on 4 april 20008 before 5pm, i had a friend who mailed a envelope containing 10 cosemtic via normal postage with an envelope/brown paper. but till today i have not recieve the item. Registered mail may be the recommended choice, but for normal singtel envelope or any other thin mails can arrive safely but not a visable bag of cosmetic?

If normal postage is so unreliable, for every mail i have to opt by registered? and if that is the case, what is the purpose of normal postage?
I would demand for an answer regarding my items mailed on 4 april.

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really pissed the shit out of me. and till today. my elf stuff haven arrive and my cousin recieved it. forgive me if im mean la. hope the person's face rot or have pimple when using. really urgh.

hope the stupid singpost reply me la.

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went to mike's place for dinner, had chicken in wine today, tasted not bad la.. and mike's dad gave some to my mum. and also..... his dad went to get 'ta sau pia' from duno where today. but it tasted not bad leh. and he bought a box for my family.

really love the way his family treats me. hehe. hope his dad will be able to make it for the bbk trip in thailand. at least like a family gathering la.. cos his dad is so busy, cooking good food. so.. i wish he would be free too.. so can book in dec! ahhh.. its only april now. and im thinking abt dec.

haha....

so.. late liao. 1.04am and im not sleeping. have to wake up at 6.30 to 6.45 later.

cant wait for friday to come!!!!!!