sometimes life is so sickening.

he likes to misinterpret what i say w/o asking for clarification.

only when there is the urgency. help is needed. really speechless at time.

if that is the way. i can only say i want to do things my way.

priority is priority but there is a limit to everything. if forcing is good then everything should be enforce. like a school. instead of free will. its rather disheartening to see all this.

really irritated and speechless. i just feeling like banging my head again the wall.

IM QUITE HAPPY!!!!

Firstly.

I am able to fufill my resoultion! To learn Adobe Flash!!!! E recommended my course. and DD approve it. So i can learn flash n some new html and dreamweaver function? freaking happy! i no need to use my own money to learn all the stuff. PRAISE THE LORD!!

Secondly.

The org organise a innovation week thingy and held a few games and stuff. Then.. there is also lucky draw.. there are small game booth and stuff for us to participate. and GUESS WHAT? i got the lucky draw prize. its a board wide thing but i still got it! although 15th prize. but the prize not bad la.. a usb mini massager. can wake me up la..

Thirdly.

The bb cream i bought finally arrive. and the drugstore thingy which my cousin helped me to order is coming soon!!

Forthly.

Its friday tml!!! rest day.

Fifthly.

Mike's mum is confuse over choosing bkk or tw. bkk is 400 per head. tw is about 800 per head. almost half the price leh. which is so much difference.

Quite a no. of good news right...

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Another sad thing is.. i realize the dbss park central @ amk is so freaking expensive. chatted with my colleague about it. imagine i have to fork out 20% upfront if i get the flat. and the flat is $400,000. how to afford? with the loan, still need to fork out 1k plus per month. bo wah leh. and i realise the location is not as good as it seems.

and also i think there is another flat coming out. but duno when. so.. the other should be bto i guess. so.. its cheaper and so much nearer to my parents. 1 bus stop away. even better. so.. its saving money time. thinking of how to pay house loan its terrible.

but then. im still young la. think too far. so.. shall see..

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Dreams do come true..

NATAS Fair on the 1st to 3rd of August!

I want to go!!! also to see if i can book any trip to somewhere.

So mike's mum have decided to head for taiwan at the end of this year.

maybe the start of dec? cos exam in nov. and middle week is my bday. so.. gotta go before my bday ba..

and im also thinking of going genting after my bday. explore casino!!!

but $$$$$$$!!!

really got to start saving for all the trip...

and i have really reduce my spending online. but offline? i still duno. must stop myself from splurging unneccesary from this month onwards. though there is bonus, i threw all into savings. gave my mum extra 100 bucks. and gave my bro 50 bucks. cos i didnt give him any bday present on his 18th birthday. so. just give la. since i hardly give him money and he is lazy to work.

so.. after giving here n there. im left with a pathetic few hundred bucks. and my ocbc is back to 1k. cos i threw 0.5k into rhb. which is wasting money like that. and the school also never send any payment thingy to me to settle my loan.

shall wait then. assignments are still incomplete. and some of my schoolmate is almost completing. and im left with 3 days to complete the entire 5k essay. im dead. die die tml, i have to start or else i dun have to sleep for the next 2 nights.

GIVE ME THE STRENGTH AND POWER TO COMPLETE MY ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!

EXAMS on the 2ND!! BUCK UP MAN.

cant believe im busy like a bee in 2008. how abt 2009? will i be better?

Have been attending FREE photoshop course from the company since monday. its a 3 day course for photographer. im glad im able to attend la. cos there are so many function which i have never ever use.

photoshop is really good man. play with a number of wrinkled faced today. its real fun la. how to get rid of shine on the face and stuff. really interesting. hope to have more of such course. can aid in my web thingy. its been such a long while do my webstuff.

project deadlines is next coming monday and thurs. yet i haven been doing much about it. follow by that. EXAMS. why is everything so packed.

so freaking tired.

the course is at buona vista. which is freaking far. and i take 74 back. so many noisy students on bus today. glad that i had my hp n ear piece. else i will faint. didnt know why i feel so dizzy the whole day. till i reach home the dizzness was gone.

mike is still working right now. which is kinda sian. waiting for him to be back to do the assignments. sian man.

last day of course tml. and back to work on thurs. time passes so fast man..... kinda sian..

im sure the emails in office will pile up.. zzzzzz...

The fish is dead!!

Though i didnt want it to die. but i think it cannot tahan the new environment.

cos i did quite a no. of scanning. and maybe becos of radiation. it knock out. so.. kinda :( cos i adopted it. though im afraid of taking it out and putting it into a tank. its still scary la.

rest in peace fish...

weight myself just now and realise im back to 55kg. Lost 2 kg. and hope i will lose more. had maintain 52 for the whole of my poly life. but after workign at my uncle's place. eat n eat like nobody business. i grew till 57kg!!! which was freaking horrible. so.. i want to lose and go back to 50kg. which is the weight i had during secondary school? so.. im sure i will lose weight without much effort i hope...

I want to buy skirt!! i got no more bottoms. which is a sad thing cos i cant wear jeans to work except friday. whatever brand it is. as long it is nice and comfy and cheap. i dun mind buying any.

ITS project TIME!

have to start the ball rolling!

OM Goodness!

The video editing course is stupid. some stupid person is mumbling abt the software and draging files here n there. using adobe premier pro to edit must at least have some notes to show us. though there is live demo, there ought to be printscreen la. really hopeless. waste my time to listen to bo liao things. might as well give us the software for hands on. even more fun. clock training hours lor. ive already got 30+ hours. 40 more to go.. attend 2 more external course then can hit target liao...!

anyway. my dept is going to employ people. as they say workscope change the people also buay song la.. as i say.. the black sheep cos everything to change. really sickening la sometimes. why cant they employ more pple in those dept rather than support here support there. REALLY STUPID!!!! if its abt money matters. its lame. rather than getting the job done and reach the target. why cant they just settle it and less trouble caused. and we dun have to face the mistake that shouldnt be ours? freaking lame structure. wonder why make things so complicated when things can be sorted out using $$?

as i say.. the dept is employing. instead of someone taking over the despatch thing, why cant they employ someone to do it? even though oso job as they say no need to use brain to do. they will be able to employ what. somemore people always complain job hard to find. and they cant even give an excuse to say where got people want to do this kind of job? its like quite ridiculous la. though its a simple job w/o using brain, there are people out there who like this kind of job too. no burden and nthn to stress about.

maybe when work there too long the people there get brain wash? kinda sian to be in this kind of environment honestly. the job scope is fine. its just that the operation sucks la. so... really. its a matter of time how newbies can take it there. what for so politic and ammunition flying here and there. different dept shld cut a very clear line. support for waht... really lame. really buay tahan.

so... i hope one day i can switch into another section.. i like the dept though.. but its not the scope i really wanted la.. i dun want just to be a admin girl. i want to do something link to IT la!! i prefer IT stuff than admin stuff. ADMIN is a need though. but it can be the minimal. its SIAN LAAAA!!!

more movies coming up that im gonna catch!!

1. Batam
2. Hancock.

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work recently is so boring!!!!!!!!!!

and im going to bring a usb speaker to kill my boredom. cos the office is so quiet and its so sian till i can sleep. so its time to spice up my work station with all the weird things. and i have to secure it incase someone 'kope' my stuff..

more job scope is coming up based on rotating shift just becos 1 person is the black sheep.

kinda sian when i hear it. but then.. im just a newbie. how much can i say? its not a very tough job. just that hear le buay song..

and finally!!!!!!

its friday tml!!!!!!!

im attending the video editing course tml!!

learn new skills relating to my interest. thats what i like.

sewing is back! im back to sewing. just that i dun have the time.. so.. after all assignment. i will start doing again.

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